I’ve been burnt so many times than I can count
It is truly frustrating and heartbreaking
But I still push on, in the hope that I will one day meet you
Who are YOU?
I’ve seen you in my mind’s eye
You are tall, handsome and somewhat dark-skinned
A man of high intellect yet full of humour
Someone who loves life and knows how to live it
You take my hand and lift me out of my quagmire of confusion
You show me what it truly feels like to be loved
How I long for you…
To finally feel the completeness
Of two souls colliding in an eternal dance of love and passion
We will need to let go of all inhibitions
To open my soul to you
And yours to me
NOT FOR ME
The pain is excruciating….
How could I have been so stupid?!
To think this time around I would get it right
To think this time around this man would be right
To think that I could let go of my past…
The bitter fights
To think I trusted you to take all those memories away
I put my shattered heart in your hands
You said you could mend it
Tend it….till it flourished again
I pushed aside my intuitions
And most especially….
And I put my shattered heart in your hands
You took it.
And you crushed it
You made me feel like I could…
Never be loved
That this, was my Curse